marmartian

hello hello hello!

Semi is coming up (very soon), and I've heard some talk about getting a limo to take those of us planning to attend to the event. It would be fun and memorable, and we could pick one house/location to meet at, and/or get ready at, and take lots of pictures and the whole deal. We would, obviously, all split the cost, and between the maximum number of people we can fit, it shouldnt be too expensive.

SO-If you are planning to attend Semi next Friday, and can commit to paying a reasonable cost, please let me know by this Saturday! After I know how many people are interested, I'll get quotes for the prices. If more than 10 people are interested, it will be less than $40/person, but again, I'll need to have a rough number to give you a more accurate quote.

Please let me know a.s.a.p, and most definately before this Saturday (yes, that means you have two days to let me know. I'm sorry for the rush.)

Love you all and really&truely...incredible job on the shows...we've all grown -so- much and its beautiful.

Loooveeee, Mar

There are so many things I've been wanting to say, and so so many things I've been wanting to do and I'm about to say and do each and every one of them.

SSoooo i know that Live journal is no longer the it thingggggg.....BUT i have a VERYYY important question that i NNEEEEEEEEEEEED answered asap!!!!!!!!!
If you were at a party...
what song would have to come on to make you go absolutely crazy dancing????

answer with 1...2...400000 songs...
just answer:)


thankkkkks
p.s happy birthday leigh<3

Mmm Its Tuesday morning, and I'm online googleing (googling?) room redecorating ideas. It's my new favourite thing to do online...even if I never find anything I'll ever use!
That's really all I've been up to lately-but it's coming along so nicely! As of this morning the painting is officially DONE! Yes! It took about a week in total to clean it (it was my brothers room, he moved out a year ago, but never cleaned the craphole up...this is the first time we've seen the floor since we moved in and he was three). Tomorrow he turns nineteen-when did he get so old? when did i get so old? Does anyone else feel like the last four or so years happened without your even noticing. I sure do. Anyways, yesterday my brother came over so we could celebrate it birthday. I'm pretty broke after buying myself house warming gifts for my new room (I know, I know...), so i gave him 19 hershey's kisses with a written reason for each one, extracting various things he's done for me (some he knew about, some he didn't) throughout my lifetime. He seemed to really like it.
I sort of feel like my brother just came into my life in the last year. Before he moved out we didn't really have any sort of relationship. But now we have what I've always envied my friends about who had older siblings they had a relationship with. Its nice that I can appreciate it, and that is feels fresh. But it's still very new to me.
Anyways, I'm off to IKEA for some room-decor shopping!
Ta ta!

camp was the best best best time I've ever had there. And now i'm home, and i'm glad I"m home...because if i had stayed, there was no way it couldve been as good as it had already been!
It feels good to be home. Now there's the moving of bedrooms, socializing, etc.
and yesterday i got an ipod.
Hows everyone's summers been?/what are you doing untill school?
mar

HOW good does it feel to be DONEEE????
SOo good. I think we all needed this right about...now.

So basically, here's the thing: I love you guys. I mean, i really, really love you guys. Because of this, naturally, i dont want to lose touch with everyone over the summer. So I'm proposing an idea (lightbulb turns on), involving YOU giving ME your mailing adress, and ME mailing YOU while I'm at camp, and YOU (hopefully but not necessarily) mailing ME back!
This way, we can let eachother know what's going on and keep contact (which i really want to do).
So if you give me your mailing address, I promise to mail you somthing sweet and special, So email them to me before Saturday, slash call me slash leave them here if you secretly want to be stalked by creepy online creepers.

and If i dont talk to you before i leave, have an -amazing- summer and next year is going to be just as good as the last,
so until then,
ta-ta, all, and be well :)

p.s yesterday, I'd swear Yoda was in the car next to me.

Ahh, Summer love, I can feel it in the air...
part of me wants to be a part of it, but part of me already is...i mean, you really CAN feel it in the air!
So maybe if the courage gremlins could just sneak into my room and plant a bit of courage into my little head sometime soon, maybe I will feel it too (more than i already do).

Why are we both so shy?

If you like films,
and festivals that contain them
maybe you want to come with me this Friday?
It will be fun :) I promise
Anyways, I can just bring one person, but if you're even just barely interested, let me know.

Mar

In one day, and one day alone, I:

-politely debated my terribly ignorant science teacher (and won)
-dealt with something I've been avoiding
-took a small-to-medium sized risk
-had the best time with Jamie after school (lets just say, it included singing (not well, i might add), getting Jamie stuck through my bathroom window, watching the sky go to sleep on my roof, watching the kinark dvd, and talking about ev-er-y-thing!)
-played guitar (which i haveeenntt been doing enough-itskillingme)

I feel like I'm on a role...
and the sweater song just came on...
sigh.
See you Thursday :)

There is something about you I would like to capture
Maybe in a photograph, I haven't really thought this through
But then
The best things to have ever come from my hands, my mouth, my eyes,
I had never thought twice about before
So maybe i will just go with this
maybe, just maybe, I'll pull through

( My Very First Picture Post! )

Friends, Cottage, Puppy, Old Times, New Times
Hoping this works

1: "Hey, what about her?"
2: "Isn't she kind of...bigger?" (laughs)
1: "Man, you're an idiot"
2: "What?!"
1: "What the fuck is wrong with you? She's pretty, man, and she looks healthy, not some fucking girl in a magazine. What about her smile and her eyes? I think she's (whispers) beautiful "
2: (rolls eyes) "just forget it"
Me (turns around) : (to 1) "Thanks" (to 2) "I wouldn't have gone out with you anyways"


Today was a great day, because after I left work i picked up Glamour magazine, which had a feature on a plus size model who, according to them, "defines what sexy is".
And I couldn't agree more.

I got the job :)

It pays well, i work when i want/where I want, and i make people feel good.

And no, i am not a prostitute.

Sometimes in the summer I just stand outside and look at the sky at night. Each summer it means something different to me, but at the same time, each summer it means something.
I think i may have been looking for the piece of the puzzle I've been unknowingly holding in my right hand.
It's time to let go

Everything seems to be happening lately...
clown...done
standup...finished
march break...today's my last day to lounge

CMTC starts tomorrow.
I've been waiting for this since November.
Hooollly Shit.
Here we go.

So, i know i just wrote...but im in one of those Lj type moods, so here i go..
This weekend was so fantastic...friday was fabulous (i really do love seeing friends' shows. escpecially when theyre good!, saturday was early to the gym, man on fire and general lovliness , then the night ended with waiting until midnight for Court, then the fun begannnnn, good night, good night....and today was hairdying-gymgoing-creepmeeting-bageleating-laughattacking-summerplanning-goodness.
Sounds like Nat's was a success (good to hear) and Semi sounded better than it was last year

and tomorrow is tomorrow is tomorrow which is scary which is none other but OUR STANDUP.
I just figured out how to get there...lets just say, come, or be a rectangle.

You know, this is good.
I'm learning not to care about the things i shouldn't care about,
all the little pokes and prods and people that I never should have bothered with in the first place.
But i have and i do and i will.
But then again- when you bother, you care and when you care you're supposedly effected so you know, i like to bother.

It's 10:20 and i'm not at home. My inner-nerd says I can't stay up this late on a thursday. My inner-nerd also likes to sometimes open up a dictionary to a random page and learn a new word every now and then. Like Hexatragon.

...The witch never melted, did she?

I think you should leave me with a message of love and inspiration and crazyness and cute things liiike those little hearts i dont know how to do but wouldnt do even if i knew how because well it just wouldnt feel right

love, love, love
all you need is love
doo--dooo-doodoodoo
all you need is love
doo doo dooodoodoo
all you need is love, love,
love is all you need

p.s i made up 'hexatragon'. it doesnt really exist. just thought you should know incase you felt that urge to sound intellegent and tried to subtelly slip it into a sentence when you're trying to impress a girl or something. because then you'd sound like a real ass. and we wouldnt want that now, would we?

signing off of the most pointless post ever

In my head there is a person. She is holding a rose and pulling off each petal day by day. I am excited to see what lies beneath the pettles. We will all see it for the first time the first time.
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Roses + umoja + doing my standup + hot showers + fun bus rides + smacking Dara for being a dumbass + understanding science (or convincing myself I do while DEFINATLEY failing a quiz while not being able to stop my uncontrollable laughter at how much i long to be in applied) + strange dreams + Jell-O being spat out + general love and friendship-ness has made this day spectacular. ah, yay.

I have to much to look forward to in the next few months... sweet 16's, standup, CMTC meetings, CMTC, auditions, shows, gym results...even a date :)

I think we should all have one giant Grade 10 sleepover at my house one day. All 50 million of us in one room. Wait, actually, that would be sweaty and gross. (rewind..doodaodoodood.....) All 50 million of us in one house.

:D